relationship

idk how mine is with iora no more. its fights almost everytime. how did this happen? she feels like letting go yet she tells me to stay. she says she hates me then she says im sorry and loves me? i say i aint trying when i do, but just not as much. is this pain all worth together? to me if we cant stop figthing and are doomed to it i really dont think i can handle her in this distress. sometimes its better if
i know ive done wrong. but she has done too. i dont know what to do anymore. we can't understand each other. she cant handle much more. im cracking reverting and becoming with a hint of insanity. what to do