relationship

idk how mine is with iora no more. its fights almost everytime. how did this happen? she feels like letting go yet she tells me to stay. she says she hates me then she says im sorry and loves me? i say i aint trying when i do, but just not as much. is this pain all worth together? to me if we cant stop figthing and are doomed to it i really dont think i can handle her in this distress. sometimes its better if
i know ive done wrong. but she has done too. i dont know what to do anymore. we can't understand each other. she cant handle much more. im cracking reverting and becoming with a hint of insanity. what to do

the next day

different seems iora. she seems to have changed and in a good way i hope its what she really wants

10th month

10th month toget, it seemed good at first in the morning. got better later on. then bad
she said she'd ask mia for her phone number for me and then now she's saying no because it wasnt something something. and when i heard her say asking mia for her number i felt like i can trust her alot more, but then when she said no it broke my trust again. i mean i really trusted her and now i dont again because i just dont see how

my lil sis k

keziah. i dont know how this all happened. that one comment on aug 1 really started all this? really doesnt seem like a coincidence anymore right? im glad i met you and that your my lil sis. dont know if you'll ever read it but yea i just felt like saying thank you for all you have done for me. you mean alot to me. and if there is some way i can make you happier i can try. im glad your my lil sis and its nice how our friendship turned out
-big bro