karma

you know recently i stopped believing in karma. then i started believing it today when we went agana and gave me hope that i will be able to talk to mia but then something happened that made me stop believing once more. it seems iora is mad at me yet again. of course its about jealousy. usually ill try and fix it up...but it seems she never learns. and i dont know what i should do about it. ive done enough. if karma is real show it to me that it can fix us if i will do nothing. if she wants to break up then so be it. im tired of always doing it all. now i will let her choose. will she go with her pride and jealousy? or will she go with me? im not doing anything anymore so she has to do the rest.