again

my days are getting worse and worse. it seems like my relationship is about to break. why does my past keep haunting me. haven't i done enough? what have i done to deserve all this? i really need to tell mia and hope that fixes everything. iora can't take much more and she is falling and i can do nothing. maybe i do need support for these things from my bestfriend. But i dont want to ask her for support because she has done so much for me already. in anyway i WILL tell mia how i feel so from there i do not know. just how will i say it to her?